I’m writing you this letter because I don’t think I’ll ever have time to spend time with you in person since you work and are busy 24/7. It’s been probably over a year now that we haven’t talked. We never have our deep conversations like before but I guess that’s what happens when time goes by. We just get older. I’ve seen for the past few years how you’ve grown to understand things and I must say that sometimes I wish I could give you some hints as to which way to go but that’s not possible. You and I have had our many moments of disagreements that we try not to show but somehow it ends up showing through our actions when we see each other. I apologize for those times. We ALWAYS end up going in and out of our friendship but it’s never gone. To be honest, I feel like I’m always the one who is apologizing when I know that both of us should. Either way, someone has to say it.
Over the years you’ve weaved through all the immature boys who wished they could have stolen your heart but no one has only because you saved your heart for one boy. Or man if that sounds better. As of this present day I know you and him are extremely close, closer than ever, and I must say that I am genuinely happy for you. I’m happy that this is something you feel sure of since you haven’t had anything to be sure of your entire adolescent years. I truly want to tell you that even though I might not approve, as your ‘older sister’, if he is what you really want then I wish you two the best. Everyone has reasons as to why they might not like someone but what can be done about it? Nothing.
I know this is a far cry from marriage and it’s just the beginning of a growing loving relationship with you two, so sorry if it sounded like that. I’m not too sure how else I could have explained it but know that I do care about you and I’m glad your heart is where it’s at.